Wednesday, November 9, 2011

Blurry.



VERSE 1
Is this how you want me
On the floor strung out
From all of the neglect
With all your self-doubt

Is this the way you see me
Drugged up and insecure
You're on cloud nine without me
I shouldn't be here

CHORUS
Please see straight
You're blurry 
No Soul
This is all I know
Boy you seem
Out of Control

Out of Control
Lost 
Desperate
Out of Control

VERSE 2
Is this why you called me
You're overdosed, incomplete
Is this the way you made me
'Cuz I'm broken glass on the street

Is this your power over me
I'm bruised from your grip
Is this really how you keep me
In your fucked up power trip
CHORUS
Please see straight
You're blurry 
No Soul
This is all I know
Boy you seem
Out of Control

Out of Control
Lost 
Desperate
Out of Control

VERSE 3
Tell me something
Were you always high
Did it take all that weed
For you to reach the sky

I have seen your sides
Witnessed all of your crimes
Did you expect me to stay
Through permanent dark times

Bridge
And since you can't come down
Roam your streets alone
 
CHORUS
Please see straight
You're blurry 
No Soul
This is all I know
Boy you seem
Out of Control

Out of Control
Lost 
Desperate
Out of Control

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

Robot.



VERSE 1
I found a connection
When I found you
Yet the wires don't spark
When I can't see things through

I can't be your fuel
When I've blown my fuse
Now you want to stay
I'll let you be my muse

BRIDGE
Yet still I wonder why

CHORUS
Why
Why can't you be someone else
I can't stand having you

Why 
Why can't you be someone new
With the same traits as you

VERSE 2
I can't stand your whinning
and you still want this 
Even when I'm pushing away
You still want another kiss

Is this how I have made you
like a robot trained to work
With all your buttons pushed
Still stay by my side and lurk

BRIDGE
Yet still I wonder why

CHORUS
Why
Why can't you be someone else
I can't stand having you

Why 
Why can't you be someone new
With the same traits as you

VERSE 3
And when day breaks
You're there in the morning
even at night
you're the last that I see

But I don't want something
That's real for me
So why can't you walk
Walk out of my life

BRIDGE
Yet still I wonder why

CHORUS
Why
Why can't you be someone else
I can't stand having you

Why 
Why can't you be someone new
With the same traits as you

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

Nothing Special To Me.



VERSE 1

You were always there for me
Thought you were perfect
I used to think you were meant for me
I would chase away your shadows
And you would open up your scars
I always saw every side of you

I would close my eyes
But I never met you in my dreams


CHORUS

Now I know
You were nothing special
It took some time for me to see
You're not my lover 
You chose the wrong guy
Cuz you're nothing special to me


VERSE 2

You held my hand on the subway
You ran with me across the street
There were no flaws in you
I made damn sure I liked you
Now It's time for you to leave
And I'll be fine with this

I'll close my eyes
Just to leave you for my dreams


VERSE 3

When I open my eyes
I see you standing there
I wonder why you try with me
You know I'm stubborn
My love for you went numb
Still you kept playing for my heart

BRIDGE

You close your eyes
Just to feel me haunt your dreams


CHORUS

Now I know
You were nothing special
It took some time for me to see
You're not my lover 
You chose the wrong guy
Cuz you're nothing special to me

Monday, October 17, 2011

I Like It This Way.



VERSE 1

I've got an addictive personality
Baby, I'm addicted to you
Tell me your sweet white lies
And I'll comfort you when you're blue
Just keep coming around
When I'm feeling under

CHORUS

That's why I'm addicted
Caught up in your moods
I'm just in sweet danger
In range of your explosive fuse

I don't know the truth
I like it this way

VERSE 2

So when you're lonely
I'll feel your emotions
Take me to the shore
Let's make some commotion

Cuz I'll take you down
When we're under

CHORUS

That's why I'm addicted
Caught up in your moods
I'm just in sweet danger
In range of your explosive fuse

I don't know the truth
I like it this way

VERSE 3

Don't tell me no
This is not the end
I'm going to be the lonely one
Who stays your friend

I will bring you down
While we stay under

BRIDGE
We will stay under
Until the sun shines

CHORUS

That's why I'm addicted
Caught up in your moods
I'm just in sweet danger
In range of your explosive fuse

I don't know the truth
I like it this way

Sunday, October 2, 2011

Easy To Leave.



VERSE 1

Inject me with your venom
Put me under your spell
Tell me that you love me
Even more in love I fell

Days go by I think of you
Boy you stole my heart
This is not a masterpiece
But I thought it was a start

Do you know what you do
Do to me?


CHORUS

Am I that easy
Easy to leave
Am I that easy
Am I that easy to forget?

I have walked a thousand miles
I have been let down

Am I that Easy
Easy to leave


VERSE 2

Tell me that you want me gone
I don't have a home here
Even though we just have met
You make it feel like a year

Things were always easy
I started feeling something new
But Boy you have deceived me
You told me what you felt was true

Do you know what you do
Do to me?

CHORUS

Am I that easy
Easy to leave
Am I that easy
Am I that easy to forget?

I have slipped a thousand times
I have fallen to the ground

Am I that Easy
Easy to leave


VERSE 3

Now I feel so broken
I now know when to care
I really feel like I am broken
This feels like I will never repair

So this means goodbye
I know where my heart has been
This is your goodbye
I can never fall this fast again

BRIDGE

I didn't know I was that easy
I didn't know


CHORUS

Am I that easy
Easy to leave
Am I that easy
Am I that easy to forget?

I have been pushed to the side
I have had enough

Am I that Easy
Easy to leave

Saturday, September 17, 2011

You Abandoned Me.



VERSE 1
I shouldn't be surprised 
When I look in your eyes
I know that you're sick
Everyone lies
They tell me that I'm blind
I can't feel shit

Little lost boy
Don't play with toys
And leave me alone
I've given you light
Left in the dark
Take me down from this throne

CHORUS
You Abandoned me
You Abandoned me

VERSE 2
Now leave me to rest
Covered in dust
Let us not forget
I'm the object of your lust
But you speak to me
You're haunting me
When I'm all alone
Shadows on the wall
Come into my bedroom
As you're screaming down the hall
And you beg for me
As you're losing me

CHORUS
You Abandoned me
You Abandoned me

VERSE 3
Down in the dark
I know your needs
I'm standing close
I feel you breathe
Why do you thrive
When I just grieve

BRIDGE   
I can feel you
Walk out of the door

CHORUS
You Abandoned me
You Abandoned me

Thursday, September 1, 2011

The One.



VERSE 1
Like a drowned boy out to sea
that is how you found me
Hopeless, wasted by myself
while I watched him choose someone else

Waves cut my skin deep like glass
The salt in wound pain make it last
For I have suffered without you
And washed ashore like nothing new

PRE- 
You found me
You will bring me back to life

CHORUS
And If I ever drown
I know that you will grab my hand
The waves may be strong
But our love gives us strength to stand
And If he ever leaves
He may not be the one

But you have picked me up
and you will be the one
The One
You will be the one
VERSE 2
Two years in was way too long
He broke the bind that made us strong
Cut me off and out to sea
He slit his wrist to set me free

And I could give a damn
because you pulled me from the undertow
Before the current takes me down
there's one last thing that he should know

PRE- 
You found me
You will bring me back to life

CHORUS
And If I ever drown
I know that you will grab my hand
The waves may be strong
But our love gives us strength to stand
And If he ever leaves
He may not be the one

But you have picked me up
and you will be the one
The One
You will be the one

VERSE 3
I have waited
Asphyxiated by the truth
While I'm in pain now
checking bruises for the proof
  
He told me I was bitter
To choke on every lie he ever told
A boy as warm as winter
Who left me out there dead and cold

BRIDGE
I waited my whole life
To know that I belong with you

CHORUS
And If I ever drown
I know that you will grab my hand
The waves may be strong
But our love gives us strength to stand
And If he ever leaves
He may not be the one

But you have picked me up
and you will be the one
The One
You will be the one