Easy To Leave.

VERSE 1

Inject me with your venom

Put me under your spell

Tell me that you love me

Even more in love I fell

Days go by I think of you

Boy you stole my heart

This is not a masterpiece

But I thought it was a start

Do you know what you do

Do to me?

CHORUS

Am I that easy

Easy to leave

Am I that easy

Am I that easy to forget?

I have walked a thousand miles

I have been let down

Am I that Easy

Easy to leave

VERSE 2

Tell me that you want me gone

I don't have a home here

Even though we just have met

You make it feel like a year

Things were always easy

I started feeling something new

But Boy you have deceived me

You told me what you felt was true

Do you know what you do

Do to me?

CHORUS

Am I that easy

Easy to leave

Am I that easy

Am I that easy to forget?

I have slipped a thousand times

I have fallen to the ground

Am I that Easy

Easy to leave

VERSE 3

Now I feel so broken

I now know when to care

I really feel like I am broken

This feels like I will never repair

So this means goodbye

I know where my heart has been

This is your goodbye

I can never fall this fast again

BRIDGE

I didn't know I was that easy

I didn't know

CHORUS

Am I that easy

Easy to leave

Am I that easy

Am I that easy to forget?

I have been pushed to the side

I have had enough

Am I that Easy

Easy to leave

You Abandoned Me.

VERSE 1

I shouldn't be surprised 

When I look in your eyes

I know that you're sick

Everyone lies

They tell me that I'm blind

I can't feel shit

Little lost boy

Don't play with toys

And leave me alone

I've given you light

Left in the dark

Take me down from this throne

CHORUS

You Abandoned me

You Abandoned me

VERSE 2

Now leave me to rest

Covered in dust

Let us not forget

I'm the object of your lust

But you speak to me

You're haunting me

When I'm all alone

Shadows on the wall

Come into my bedroom

As you're screaming down the hall

And you beg for me

As you're losing me

CHORUS

You Abandoned me

You Abandoned me

VERSE 3

Down in the dark

I know your needs

I'm standing close

I feel you breathe

Why do you thrive

When I just grieve

BRIDGE   

I can feel you

Walk out of the door

CHORUS

You Abandoned me

You Abandoned me

The One.

VERSE 1

Like a drowned boy out to sea

that is how you found me

Hopeless, wasted by myself

while I watched him choose someone else

Waves cut my skin deep like glass

The salt in wound pain make it last

For I have suffered without you

And washed ashore like nothing new

PRE- 

You found me

You will bring me back to life

CHORUS

And If I ever drown

I know that you will grab my hand

The waves may be strong

But our love gives us strength to stand

And If he ever leaves

He may not be the one

But you have picked me up

and you will be the one

The One

You will be the one

VERSE 2

Two years in was way too long

He broke the bind that made us strong

Cut me off and out to sea

He slit his wrist to set me free

And I could give a damn

because you pulled me from the undertow

Before the current takes me down

there's one last thing that he should know

PRE- 

You found me

You will bring me back to life

CHORUS

And If I ever drown

I know that you will grab my hand

The waves may be strong

But our love gives us strength to stand

And If he ever leaves

He may not be the one

But you have picked me up

and you will be the one

The One

You will be the one

VERSE 3

I have waited

Asphyxiated by the truth

While I'm in pain now

checking bruises for the proof

  

He told me I was bitter

To choke on every lie he ever told

A boy as warm as winter

Who left me out there dead and cold

BRIDGE

I waited my whole life

To know that I belong with you

CHORUS

And If I ever drown

I know that you will grab my hand

The waves may be strong

But our love gives us strength to stand

And If he ever leaves

He may not be the one

But you have picked me up

and you will be the one

The One

You will be the one

Live With This.

VERSE 1

Do you listen to what I’ve said?

I lie awake tonight in his bed

I see the moonlight and the stars

And when I look at you I see scars

PRE-CHORUS

I know that everybody dies

But I can not live with this

CHORUS

Ohh Oh

Ohh Oh Oh

I tell you everything went wrong

Ohh Oh

Ohh Oh Oh

This feeling is just so wrong

But I love you

I love him

How can I ever choose one?

How can this be undone?

VERSE 2

Trouble at the light

Make my way through night

(Pass the warning signs)

Keep a straight face

But when I drive

(I have always crossed the line)

PRE-CHORUS

I know that everybody dies

But I can not live with this

CHORUS

Ohh Oh

Ohh Oh Oh

I tell you everything went wrong

Ohh Oh

Ohh Oh Oh

This feeling is just so wrong

But I love you

I love him

How can I ever choose one?

How can this be undone?

VERSE 3

There is a confession

I have to make

Keeping these secrets

I am wide awake

Do I tell the truth?

(Risk it all)

I have to tell you this

(before I fall)

BRIDGE

In love with you

I’ll have to say goodbye to him

CHORUS

Ohh Oh

Ohh Oh Oh

I tell you everything went wrong

Ohh Oh

Ohh Oh Oh

This feeling is just so wrong

But I love you

I love him

How can I ever choose one?

How can this be undone?

PRE-CHORUS

I know that everybody dies

But I can not live with this

My Unfiltered Dream

VERSE 1

Wednesday night

This can't be real.

I'm laying here

with nothing to feel

Does it even matter

Why I feel this way

Sometimes being alone

Is harder than making you stay

CHORUS

This is not a love song

Just an unfiltered dream

You can sit in silence

(while I speak of)

My unfiltered dreams

When I wake up it's not over

VERSE 2

Open window

Shattered heart

Glass in my wounds

When did this start

I lost my motive

Crushed my dreams

I think I love you

Tearing at my seams

CHORUS

This is not a love song

Just an unfiltered dream

You can sit in silence

(while I speak of)

My unfiltered dreams

When I wake up it's not over

VERSE 3

Take a pill for me tonight

And shut your eyes

Escape from your fantasy

I can read between the lies

BRIDGE

Tonight.

CHORUS

This is not a love song

Just an unfiltered dream

You can sit in silence

(while I speak of)

My unfiltered dreams

When I wake up it's not over

When I wake up it's not over

If I ever wake up from this dream

Nicotine

VERSE 1

Waking up at 5am

My eyes are shut

I see you again

And I reach for my lighter

I light you up

You're the only one

who knows my pain

But when I am alone

In this bed

I cry myself to sleep

and I think that

CHORUS

You are my nicotine

the drug of my choice

say that you will stay here

speak without a voice

Keep me calm

Keep me sane

I think without you

I done lose my brain

Nicotine

You are my friend

VERSE 2

I think without you

If we never met

A cruel cruel world

would send me under again

back to the times

That I have suffered

and I slit my wrist

I did stupid shit

that no one else could forget

and I think that

CHORUS

You are my nicotine

the drug of my choice

say that you will stay here

speak without a voice

Keep me calm

Keep me sane

I think without you

I done lose my brain

Nicotine

You are my friend

VERSE 3

Seven days

turn into weeks

Seperated

feeling weak

Yet I can not give up

you are my one true rush

Please inhale me slowly

too destroyed to touch

And I remain calm

I salute your ways

I may not understand you

But you will have your say

BRIDGE

and I think that

(at least for me)

CHORUS

You are my nicotine

the drug of my choice

say that you will stay here

speak without a voice

Keep me calm

Keep me sane

I think without you

I done lose my brain

Nicotine

You are my friend

Criminal.

VERSE 1

I'm breathing hard

thinking of you

I'm covered in the bruises

you never thought through

Do you really want this

to play the criminal

CHORUS

Broken hearts

Where do we start

If I play the bad guy

You stole the part

Do you let people know

You are a Criminal

Criminal

VERSE 2

I want you so bad

but this truth is a sin

You fucked me once

You can't fool me again

Do you really want this

To play the criminal

CHORUS

Broken hearts

Where do we start

If I play the bad guy

You stole the part

Do you let people know

You are a Criminal

Criminal

VERSE 3

Disguise yourself

Portray that you're God

Smoke can mislead you

Your self-image flawed

BRIDGE

I'm not behind the bars

of your lights out jail cell

CHORUS

Broken hearts

Where do we start

If I play the bad guy

You stole the part

Do you let people know

You are a Criminal

Criminal