Saturday, December 31, 2011

The Change.



VERSE 1
Feeling distant and alone
I can't help that I'm under now 
Caught up drinking by myself
Shut me up and take a bow

Nevermind that I'm helpless
Forget that I've been weak
You told me that you wouldn't leave
Now minutes turn to weeks

Do you know how it feels?

CHORUS
I'm waiting on the change
I feel woozy and a bit strange
I'm waiting on the change
My love is in short-range

December comes and goes
Are we together who knows
Nothing has to change

VERSE 2
Now that I'm drunk
With a lust, intoxicated
Would he still like me
After this all this booze has faded

He took my hand in his
Pulled me up the stairs
Didn't know where this was going
I just know he cares

Do you know how that feels?
CHORUS
I'm waiting on the change
I feel woozy and a bit strange
I'm waiting on the change
My love is in short-range

December comes and goes
Are we together who knows
Nothing has to change

VERSE 3
I wasn't expecting much
Left behind what I would miss
I never knew I could fall
After one meaningless kiss

Now I have you here
In my head all day long
I still keep you in mind
When I write my song

I think you know how I feel

BRIDGE
We will never go down the road
That leads us to a dead end

CHORUS
I'm waiting on the change
I feel woozy and a bit strange
I'm waiting on the change
My love is in short-range

December comes and goes
Are we together who knows
Nothing has to change

Wednesday, December 21, 2011

Hurt Myself.



VERSE 1
You're not in love
We both know it's true
I'm slipping through the cracks
My wild eyes are blue

You're not the one
I know damn well
Even when the storm came
More in love I fell

CHORUS
Do you want to bruise me
I am not your toy
Do you want to use me
I would be your boy

In the end
I guess I'll hurt myself

Hurt Myself
I will hurt myself

VERSE 2
I can play back the first day
You walked into my world
I was 19 and afraid
Blood through veins swirled

You know that you did it wrong
When you first kissed my lips
Now those tears that I have cried
They could drown sailed ships

CHORUS
Do you want to bruise me
I am not your toy
Do you want to use me
I would be your boy
In the end
I guess I'll hurt myself
Hurt Myself
I will hurt myself

VERSE 3
In a galaxy far from Earth
We would fall in love
Taking back hurtful words
Shooting down white doves

You would play the piano
In a world we'd make a mark
I would write a symphany
We would dance to in the dark

BRIDGE
You just don't love me
Eternally the way I love you

CHORUS
Do you want to bruise me
I am not your toy
Do you want to use me
I would be your boy
In the end
I guess I'll hurt myself
Hurt Myself
I will hurt myself

Escape.



VERSE 1
I'd kill my boyfriend
Just to be with you
You have me hypnotized
With the affair we've been through

I'm not a sinner
When the moment feels right
He'll fall asleep in my bed
I'll take his keys tonight

CHORUS
If you help me escape
Run from the commitment
Far away in my fantasy

I want you right now
This crime isn't lust
Take me where we can be free

Tell me you got me

VERSE 2
We was alright
Not nearly my best
Now you're sneaking me out
Of my house arrest

Take me to your place
Kiss me cuz I'm bad
Tell him I am sorry
Cuz I'm not the best he's had

CHORUS
If you help me escape
Run from the commitment
Far away in my fantasy

I want you right now
This crime isn't lust
Take me where we can be free

Tell me you got me

VERSE 3
Turn out the light
You can taste that I'm drunk
Naked on your sheets
My mind is cleared of this junk

If I can see you
When darkness comes light
I tell you with wounds
You were worth the fight

BRIDGE
So I lay down on your chest
His love was my test

CHORUS
If you help me escape
Run from the commitment
Far away in my fantasy

I want you right now
This crime isn't lust
Take me where we can be free

Tell me you got me

Monday, December 19, 2011

Top 10 Song List.



1. "Breathe Me" Sia


2. "Something In The Way" Nirvana


3. "Hurt" Johnny Cash


4. "People Are Strange" The Doors


5. "To Bring You My Love" PJ Harvey


6. "Paint It Black" The Rolling Stones


7. "Undertow" Warpaint


8. "Doll Parts" Hole


9. "Werewolf" CocoRosie


10. "Runaway" Yeah Yeah Yeahs



Flaws.



Verse 1
It's never too early
To catch the sunlight in your eyes
Or the way your teeth light up
Even in the dead of night

Never too soon to make you smile
Or to hold you close to me
When I drift off to sleep at night
You're the only one I see

Chorus
Maybe I'm just falling through
The plans you have devised
I'm just a lonely boy
With dreams I can't compromise

But with you I feel capable
To do things that I should
When I wake up alone
You know I never would

You're too easily amused
With me and all my flaws

Verse 2
Seven months is a weekend
That you will be gone
There's a distance
Yet I know you won't be long

I change my plans
When you feel that you're alone
You tell me you're worth it
Every day we're on the phone

Chorus
Maybe I'm just falling through
The plans you have devised
I'm just a lonely boy
With dreams I can't compromise

But with you I feel capable
To do things that I should
When I wake up alone
You know I never would
You're too easily amused
With me and all my flaws

Verse 3
When we will be
Fighting for our love
I'm getting let down
By the promises above

I can't remember the last time
That you went away
I kept you close to me
Even if for a day

Bridge
And you know this is
As stupid as it sounds

Chorus
Maybe I'm just falling through
The plans you have devised
I'm just a lonely boy
With dreams I can't compromise

But with you I feel capable
To do things that I should
When I wake up alone
You know I never would

You're too easily amused
With me and all my flaws

Saturday, December 10, 2011

The Winter Song.



VERSE 1
I will surrender
When your decision is made
There will be no emptiness
With no love to trade

We can pretend we know
What has kept us here
But you know it's better
Not keeping me here

CHORUS
And will you still remember
The years you had me around
Will you be forgiving
When I block the sound

While I watch the snow fall
Watching winter turn to spring
I'm still ice cold and numb
You can't provide a thing

You will be ice in my veins
Freezing the life out of me

VERSE 2
While you have said you're right
When I fall farther into wrong
I won't recognize your face
When the night breaks to dawn

I can't play your fool
While you sit in regret
Hoping you will remember
The time that we met

CHORUS
And will you still remember
The years you had me around
Will you be forgiving
When I block the sound
While I watch the snow fall
Watching winter turn to spring
I'm still ice cold and numb
You can't provide a thing

You will be ice in my veins
Freezing the life out of me

VERSE 3
I have been the keeper
Of what you have lost
Writing Song after song
My heart lined with frost

Do you remember
The day that we met
Or did you go under
Let us not forget

BRIDGE
That someday I will know
The light side of love

CHORUS
And will you still remember
The years you had me around
Will you be forgiving
When I block the sound
While I watch the snow fall
Watching winter turn to spring
I'm still ice cold and numb
You can't provide a thing

You will be ice in my veins
Freezing the life out of me

Monday, December 5, 2011

Take You Down.



VERSE 1
Let me clear something up
I am not your bitch
We've been down that road before
Take back that little itch

'Cuz you scratch your nails
Across your own heart
Playing a dangerous game
That is your stupid art

CHORUS
O baby, 
you're lookin' rough
You break the rules
But you can't play tough

Push down, Pull back 
Take you down

I'll take you down
Fragile boy

VERSE 2
Take off your white jeans
Or I'll pull them down
I'm not your slave honey
You don't wear my crown

I'll take a shot of whiskey
Twist the blade within your soul
Maybe if you don't like it
you should give up all control

CHORUS
O baby, 
you're lookin' rough
You break the rules
But you can't play tough

Push down, Pull back 
Take you down

I'll take you down
Fragile boy

VERSE 3
You look like a criminal
Dressed in black
You're just an innocent honey
My little heart attack

I can never knock you down
Without a little crying
Promise that you love me
You should really quite trying

BRIDGE
With me you can't cheat your way to the top
(Baby, no one's lookin' so why did you stop)
Yeah, get the FUCK out

CHORUS
O baby, 
you're lookin' rough
You break the rules
But you can't play tough

Push down, Pull back 
Take you down

I'll take you down
Fragile boy

Thursday, December 1, 2011

Breathe New.



VERSE 1
This will be the last day
That I lay on the floor
Today is the last day
I hope for something more

I'm done pretending you care
Tired of waiting on a lie
No more stupid love songs
Letting what we had die

CHORUS
Tomorrow I will be alone
I won't have the comfort of you
The lonely nights will start again
In my body, my blood is blue

I will miss everything
I will breathe new


VERSE 2
Do you remember the walks
Watching the sunrise on the beach
Running along the coast
Yet somehow out of reach

Swept away from the shore
Sun fading and distant
Pulling away from your warmth
Feeling waves of cold resistance


CHORUS
Tomorrow I will be alone
I won't have the comfort of you
The lonely nights will start again
In my body, my blood is blue

I will miss everything
I will breathe new


VERSE 3
Time went by slowly
Relapsing from your kiss
A vampire out for blood
How could I escape this

Wondering when I will breathe
Without your spirit near
When will I hear the voice
That loves without fear


BRIDGE
And I never thought I could heal
From the cuts down my wrist


CHORUS
Tomorrow I will be alone
I won't have the comfort of you
The lonely nights will start again
In my body, my blood is blue

I will miss everything
I will breathe new