Saturday, December 31, 2011

The Change.



VERSE 1
Feeling distant and alone
I can't help that I'm under now 
Caught up drinking by myself
Shut me up and take a bow

Nevermind that I'm helpless
Forget that I've been weak
You told me that you wouldn't leave
Now minutes turn to weeks

Do you know how it feels?

CHORUS
I'm waiting on the change
I feel woozy and a bit strange
I'm waiting on the change
My love is in short-range

December comes and goes
Are we together who knows
Nothing has to change

VERSE 2
Now that I'm drunk
With a lust, intoxicated
Would he still like me
After this all this booze has faded

He took my hand in his
Pulled me up the stairs
Didn't know where this was going
I just know he cares

Do you know how that feels?
CHORUS
I'm waiting on the change
I feel woozy and a bit strange
I'm waiting on the change
My love is in short-range

December comes and goes
Are we together who knows
Nothing has to change

VERSE 3
I wasn't expecting much
Left behind what I would miss
I never knew I could fall
After one meaningless kiss

Now I have you here
In my head all day long
I still keep you in mind
When I write my song

I think you know how I feel

BRIDGE
We will never go down the road
That leads us to a dead end

CHORUS
I'm waiting on the change
I feel woozy and a bit strange
I'm waiting on the change
My love is in short-range

December comes and goes
Are we together who knows
Nothing has to change

Wednesday, December 21, 2011

Hurt Myself.



VERSE 1
You're not in love
We both know it's true
I'm slipping through the cracks
My wild eyes are blue

You're not the one
I know damn well
Even when the storm came
More in love I fell

CHORUS
Do you want to bruise me
I am not your toy
Do you want to use me
I would be your boy

In the end
I guess I'll hurt myself

Hurt Myself
I will hurt myself

VERSE 2
I can play back the first day
You walked into my world
I was 19 and afraid
Blood through veins swirled

You know that you did it wrong
When you first kissed my lips
Now those tears that I have cried
They could drown sailed ships

CHORUS
Do you want to bruise me
I am not your toy
Do you want to use me
I would be your boy
In the end
I guess I'll hurt myself
Hurt Myself
I will hurt myself

VERSE 3
In a galaxy far from Earth
We would fall in love
Taking back hurtful words
Shooting down white doves

You would play the piano
In a world we'd make a mark
I would write a symphany
We would dance to in the dark

BRIDGE
You just don't love me
Eternally the way I love you

CHORUS
Do you want to bruise me
I am not your toy
Do you want to use me
I would be your boy
In the end
I guess I'll hurt myself
Hurt Myself
I will hurt myself

Escape.



VERSE 1
I'd kill my boyfriend
Just to be with you
You have me hypnotized
With the affair we've been through

I'm not a sinner
When the moment feels right
He'll fall asleep in my bed
I'll take his keys tonight

CHORUS
If you help me escape
Run from the commitment
Far away in my fantasy

I want you right now
This crime isn't lust
Take me where we can be free

Tell me you got me

VERSE 2
We was alright
Not nearly my best
Now you're sneaking me out
Of my house arrest

Take me to your place
Kiss me cuz I'm bad
Tell him I am sorry
Cuz I'm not the best he's had

CHORUS
If you help me escape
Run from the commitment
Far away in my fantasy

I want you right now
This crime isn't lust
Take me where we can be free

Tell me you got me

VERSE 3
Turn out the light
You can taste that I'm drunk
Naked on your sheets
My mind is cleared of this junk

If I can see you
When darkness comes light
I tell you with wounds
You were worth the fight

BRIDGE
So I lay down on your chest
His love was my test

CHORUS
If you help me escape
Run from the commitment
Far away in my fantasy

I want you right now
This crime isn't lust
Take me where we can be free

Tell me you got me

Monday, December 19, 2011

Top 10 Song List.



1. "Breathe Me" Sia


2. "Something In The Way" Nirvana


3. "Hurt" Johnny Cash


4. "People Are Strange" The Doors


5. "To Bring You My Love" PJ Harvey


6. "Paint It Black" The Rolling Stones


7. "Undertow" Warpaint


8. "Doll Parts" Hole


9. "Werewolf" CocoRosie


10. "Runaway" Yeah Yeah Yeahs



Flaws.



Verse 1
It's never too early
To catch the sunlight in your eyes
Or the way your teeth light up
Even in the dead of night

Never too soon to make you smile
Or to hold you close to me
When I drift off to sleep at night
You're the only one I see

Chorus
Maybe I'm just falling through
The plans you have devised
I'm just a lonely boy
With dreams I can't compromise

But with you I feel capable
To do things that I should
When I wake up alone
You know I never would

You're too easily amused
With me and all my flaws

Verse 2
Seven months is a weekend
That you will be gone
There's a distance
Yet I know you won't be long

I change my plans
When you feel that you're alone
You tell me you're worth it
Every day we're on the phone

Chorus
Maybe I'm just falling through
The plans you have devised
I'm just a lonely boy
With dreams I can't compromise

But with you I feel capable
To do things that I should
When I wake up alone
You know I never would
You're too easily amused
With me and all my flaws

Verse 3
When we will be
Fighting for our love
I'm getting let down
By the promises above

I can't remember the last time
That you went away
I kept you close to me
Even if for a day

Bridge
And you know this is
As stupid as it sounds

Chorus
Maybe I'm just falling through
The plans you have devised
I'm just a lonely boy
With dreams I can't compromise

But with you I feel capable
To do things that I should
When I wake up alone
You know I never would

You're too easily amused
With me and all my flaws

Saturday, December 10, 2011

The Winter Song.



VERSE 1
I will surrender
When your decision is made
There will be no emptiness
With no love to trade

We can pretend we know
What has kept us here
But you know it's better
Not keeping me here

CHORUS
And will you still remember
The years you had me around
Will you be forgiving
When I block the sound

While I watch the snow fall
Watching winter turn to spring
I'm still ice cold and numb
You can't provide a thing

You will be ice in my veins
Freezing the life out of me

VERSE 2
While you have said you're right
When I fall farther into wrong
I won't recognize your face
When the night breaks to dawn

I can't play your fool
While you sit in regret
Hoping you will remember
The time that we met

CHORUS
And will you still remember
The years you had me around
Will you be forgiving
When I block the sound
While I watch the snow fall
Watching winter turn to spring
I'm still ice cold and numb
You can't provide a thing

You will be ice in my veins
Freezing the life out of me

VERSE 3
I have been the keeper
Of what you have lost
Writing Song after song
My heart lined with frost

Do you remember
The day that we met
Or did you go under
Let us not forget

BRIDGE
That someday I will know
The light side of love

CHORUS
And will you still remember
The years you had me around
Will you be forgiving
When I block the sound
While I watch the snow fall
Watching winter turn to spring
I'm still ice cold and numb
You can't provide a thing

You will be ice in my veins
Freezing the life out of me

Monday, December 5, 2011

Take You Down.



VERSE 1
Let me clear something up
I am not your bitch
We've been down that road before
Take back that little itch

'Cuz you scratch your nails
Across your own heart
Playing a dangerous game
That is your stupid art

CHORUS
O baby, 
you're lookin' rough
You break the rules
But you can't play tough

Push down, Pull back 
Take you down

I'll take you down
Fragile boy

VERSE 2
Take off your white jeans
Or I'll pull them down
I'm not your slave honey
You don't wear my crown

I'll take a shot of whiskey
Twist the blade within your soul
Maybe if you don't like it
you should give up all control

CHORUS
O baby, 
you're lookin' rough
You break the rules
But you can't play tough

Push down, Pull back 
Take you down

I'll take you down
Fragile boy

VERSE 3
You look like a criminal
Dressed in black
You're just an innocent honey
My little heart attack

I can never knock you down
Without a little crying
Promise that you love me
You should really quite trying

BRIDGE
With me you can't cheat your way to the top
(Baby, no one's lookin' so why did you stop)
Yeah, get the FUCK out

CHORUS
O baby, 
you're lookin' rough
You break the rules
But you can't play tough

Push down, Pull back 
Take you down

I'll take you down
Fragile boy

Thursday, December 1, 2011

Breathe New.



VERSE 1
This will be the last day
That I lay on the floor
Today is the last day
I hope for something more

I'm done pretending you care
Tired of waiting on a lie
No more stupid love songs
Letting what we had die

CHORUS
Tomorrow I will be alone
I won't have the comfort of you
The lonely nights will start again
In my body, my blood is blue

I will miss everything
I will breathe new


VERSE 2
Do you remember the walks
Watching the sunrise on the beach
Running along the coast
Yet somehow out of reach

Swept away from the shore
Sun fading and distant
Pulling away from your warmth
Feeling waves of cold resistance


CHORUS
Tomorrow I will be alone
I won't have the comfort of you
The lonely nights will start again
In my body, my blood is blue

I will miss everything
I will breathe new


VERSE 3
Time went by slowly
Relapsing from your kiss
A vampire out for blood
How could I escape this

Wondering when I will breathe
Without your spirit near
When will I hear the voice
That loves without fear


BRIDGE
And I never thought I could heal
From the cuts down my wrist


CHORUS
Tomorrow I will be alone
I won't have the comfort of you
The lonely nights will start again
In my body, my blood is blue

I will miss everything
I will breathe new

Wednesday, November 30, 2011

Home is where I belong.



VERSE 1
I am always running
with the voice inside my head
Everyone is calling 
Yet I chose to leave instead

I was on my last breath
I never saw the signs
But now that I am on my own
I know what I left behind

I was searching for something
When I ran away from you

CHORUS
I left my life behind
and moved one thousand miles away
I never turned my back
Or wished I could go back to that day

I know we had our fights
We know that we were wrong

Home is where I belong

VERSE 2
I was so discouraged
I let our love stay blind
When I stabbed you in the back
You still wanted to be mine

We were just two stupid kids
Breaking all the rules
You wanted to be my muse
If I would play your holy fool

I was searching for something
When I ran away from you

CHORUS
I left my life behind
and moved one thousand miles away
I never turned my back
Or wished I could go back to that day

I know we had our fights
We know that we were wrong

Home is where I belong

VERSE 3
Far from home
I learned true love from lust
The only difference was
The measure of my trust

I could play the games
Tell them that I loved them true
But when I shut my eyes
I only dream of you

BRIDGE
Even without you
My heart was never far away

CHORUS
I left my life behind
and moved one thousand miles away
I never turned my back
Or wished I could go back to that day

I know we had our fights
We know that we were wrong

Home is where I belong

Nothing.



VERSE 1
Take your word for it
I'm a little too naive
Leave you stranded
If that is what I believe

Tear  me down with one word
Tell me that I have always been
 
CHORUS
Nothing
I was never there
Never did shit for you

Nothing
I should never care
And spit on you

And I will be the death of us
When all I am is
Nothing

VERSE 2
Push you to the floor
Clean up the broken pieces
Mend your splintered heart
This love for you decreases

Shoot me down with one word
Let me know I have been

CHORUS
Nothing
I was never there
Never did shit for you

Nothing
I should never care
And spit on you

And I will be the death of us
When all I am is
Nothing

VERSE 3
Why can't you be more
Like the lie that I am
I never gave you everything
This was all a scam

I was never broken down
Left for dead with your sins
You can never let this go
When you let this all begin

BRIDGE
You're the one who let me in
You gave me your heart
Leave me tonight alone with

CHORUS
Nothing
I was never there
Never did shit for you

Nothing
I should never care
And spit on you

And I will be the death of us
When all I am is
Nothing

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

True Love.



VERSE 1

This will be my sacrifice
I will open my heart to you
Promise not to stray too far
Keep your love for me true

I have been mislead by men
I have seen the signs
Tell me that you'll stay with me
Know where to draw your lines

CHORUS

I'll tell you one thing
It's the only thing I know
It's not about what you got
You have to let your feelings show

Maybe that's why you lose

VERSE 2

Now that the scars bleed open
You look into my eyes
You have seen all the hurt in me
Have you come to realize

There are people in your life
They'll come and go
There is only room for one
I just need my love to grow

CHORUS

I'll tell you one thing
It's the only thing I know
It's not about what you got
You have to let your feelings show

Maybe that's why you lose

VERSE 3

In the end
True colors must be shown
We're too scared
Some of us end up alone

True love is a funny thing
You have to understand
When you act like a boy
You have to be a man

BRIDGE

Maybe that's why you lose

CHORUS

I'll tell you one thing
It's the only thing I know
It's not about what you got
You have to let your feelings show

Maybe that's why you lose

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

Blurry.



VERSE 1
Is this how you want me
On the floor strung out
From all of the neglect
With all your self-doubt

Is this the way you see me
Drugged up and insecure
You're on cloud nine without me
I shouldn't be here

CHORUS
Please see straight
You're blurry 
No Soul
This is all I know
Boy you seem
Out of Control

Out of Control
Lost 
Desperate
Out of Control

VERSE 2
Is this why you called me
You're overdosed, incomplete
Is this the way you made me
'Cuz I'm broken glass on the street

Is this your power over me
I'm bruised from your grip
Is this really how you keep me
In your fucked up power trip
CHORUS
Please see straight
You're blurry 
No Soul
This is all I know
Boy you seem
Out of Control

Out of Control
Lost 
Desperate
Out of Control

VERSE 3
Tell me something
Were you always high
Did it take all that weed
For you to reach the sky

I have seen your sides
Witnessed all of your crimes
Did you expect me to stay
Through permanent dark times

Bridge
And since you can't come down
Roam your streets alone
 
CHORUS
Please see straight
You're blurry 
No Soul
This is all I know
Boy you seem
Out of Control

Out of Control
Lost 
Desperate
Out of Control

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

Robot.



VERSE 1
I found a connection
When I found you
Yet the wires don't spark
When I can't see things through

I can't be your fuel
When I've blown my fuse
Now you want to stay
I'll let you be my muse

BRIDGE
Yet still I wonder why

CHORUS
Why
Why can't you be someone else
I can't stand having you

Why 
Why can't you be someone new
With the same traits as you

VERSE 2
I can't stand your whinning
and you still want this 
Even when I'm pushing away
You still want another kiss

Is this how I have made you
like a robot trained to work
With all your buttons pushed
Still stay by my side and lurk

BRIDGE
Yet still I wonder why

CHORUS
Why
Why can't you be someone else
I can't stand having you

Why 
Why can't you be someone new
With the same traits as you

VERSE 3
And when day breaks
You're there in the morning
even at night
you're the last that I see

But I don't want something
That's real for me
So why can't you walk
Walk out of my life

BRIDGE
Yet still I wonder why

CHORUS
Why
Why can't you be someone else
I can't stand having you

Why 
Why can't you be someone new
With the same traits as you

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

Nothing Special To Me.



VERSE 1

You were always there for me
Thought you were perfect
I used to think you were meant for me
I would chase away your shadows
And you would open up your scars
I always saw every side of you

I would close my eyes
But I never met you in my dreams


CHORUS

Now I know
You were nothing special
It took some time for me to see
You're not my lover 
You chose the wrong guy
Cuz you're nothing special to me


VERSE 2

You held my hand on the subway
You ran with me across the street
There were no flaws in you
I made damn sure I liked you
Now It's time for you to leave
And I'll be fine with this

I'll close my eyes
Just to leave you for my dreams


VERSE 3

When I open my eyes
I see you standing there
I wonder why you try with me
You know I'm stubborn
My love for you went numb
Still you kept playing for my heart

BRIDGE

You close your eyes
Just to feel me haunt your dreams


CHORUS

Now I know
You were nothing special
It took some time for me to see
You're not my lover 
You chose the wrong guy
Cuz you're nothing special to me